Hey guys,
I'm finally back after a long time. I was kind pulled away from everything until I could be trusted again by everyone. I ended up having to open up to people about my eating disorder, even to my doctor. I wasn't hospitalized but who is and who really takes you seriously until you're like extremely underweight and all you see is bone. Which is exactly what I want!! Over the past month or so, I've been able to gain everyone's trust back. They believe that I've been eating....but that's because I have. I've done very well though, I haven't gained any weight. But, I am going on vacation in March and I want to look fantastic! So it's time to get back on my horse and finish my journey. I want to be 120 by March 1st. Right now I weigh 135. I don't think that will be too bad. I have 29 days to lose 15 pounds....do you think I can do it?
I need to start journaling more to keep me on track. So I'll be posting a lot more!
How has everyone else been?
~S.
