Monday, January 31, 2011

I'm Back

Hey guys,

I'm finally back after a long time. I was kind pulled away from everything until I could be trusted again by everyone. I ended up having to open up to people about my eating disorder, even to my doctor. I wasn't hospitalized but who is and who really takes you seriously until you're like extremely underweight and all you see is bone. Which is exactly what I want!! Over the past month or so, I've been able to gain everyone's trust back. They believe that I've been eating....but that's because I have. I've done very well though, I haven't gained any weight. But, I am going on vacation in March and I want to look fantastic! So it's time to get back on my horse and finish my journey. I want to be 120 by March 1st. Right now I weigh 135. I don't think that will be too bad. I have 29 days to lose 15 pounds....do you think I can do it?

I need to start journaling more to keep me on track. So I'll be posting a lot more!

How has everyone else been?

~S.

2 comments:

  1. Hey hun we are so very close in weight and height I'm 5'3.5 or 5'4 I need to measure myself again lol and last time I writes I was 134, and I totally believe u can hot 120 by mar 1. I'm hoping to hit the 20's soon! We should be buds n do the goal together!!! I'm hoping by my birthday il be down to at least 110, my birthday is beginning of may :) good job on not gaining though :) check my bloggy :)

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  2. I would love to be buds!!! I tried to find u on prettythin but apparently I'm an r tard haha try to find me I'm nikki69 lol thanks for The reply uhm try n find me I've posted recently so ya!!!! Pm me on there or here lol

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