I was doing so well! I lost 7 pounds from the diet pill! I made it to 129!! I haven't seen 129 in YEARS!!! Then what happens?! I got extremely sick one day from not eating for like 2 weeks while taking this diet pill! So I started eating to try and fill my body with some nutrition to last me until march! Now I'm back up to 131 and I can't stop eating! I feel so full and so gross but my body is begging me for food, and I don't know how to stop it! It feels like my willpower is no longer strong enough to fight. What I had today was cereal with 1% milk, an apple, a tuna grinder, and some sweethearts. I want to barf...but I sing so I can't. I've already almost lost my voice for good! :( I can't do anything else to put my voice in danger! So the only thing I can do is laxatives but I can't....I left them at school. How else can I make myself sick enough to try and shit everything out!! Somebody help me and give me some advice as to how to get back on track!!! I want to cry! I want to be 123 by March 12!! Do you think I can do it?!!?
~S.
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